If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of
Then "cool" is just how far we have to fall
I am not immune, I only want to be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall
Can I lose my need impress?
If you want the truth I need to confess
I'm not alright, I'm broken inside
And all I go through, it leads me to you
Burn away the pride
Bring me to my weakness
Until everything I hide behind is gone
And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on.
Honestly, I'm not that strong.
I'm not alright... that's why I need you.
Welcome to the lessons I am learning, the memories I am making, and the humor created along the way.
8.15.2010
8.14.2010
I'm losing myself trying to compete with everyone else instead of just being me. Don't know where to turn. I've been stuck in this routine. I need to change my ways instead of always being weak. I don't wanna be afraid. I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today and know that I'm okay 'cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways. So you see, I just wanna believe in me. The mirror can lie - it doesn't show you what's inside. It can tell you you're full of life. It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile. I'm quickly finding out I'm not about to break down, not today. I guess I always knew that I had all the strength to make it through. I'm not gonna be afraid. I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today and know that I'm okay 'cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways. You see, now I believe in me,
I was so unique, now I feel skin deep. I count on the make-up to cover it all. Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention. I thought I could be strong but it's killing me. Does someone hear my cry? I'm dying for new life. I want to be beautiful, make you stand in awe, look inside my heart, and be amazed. I want to hear you say who I am is quite enough. Just want to be worthy of love and beautiful. Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me. Fighting to make the mirror happy. Trying to find whatever is missing. Won't you help me back to glory? You make me beautiful. You make me stand in awe. You step inside my heart, and I am amazed. I love to hear You say who I am is quite enough. You make me worthy of love and beautiful.
I was so unique, now I feel skin deep. I count on the make-up to cover it all. Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention. I thought I could be strong but it's killing me. Does someone hear my cry? I'm dying for new life. I want to be beautiful, make you stand in awe, look inside my heart, and be amazed. I want to hear you say who I am is quite enough. Just want to be worthy of love and beautiful. Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me. Fighting to make the mirror happy. Trying to find whatever is missing. Won't you help me back to glory? You make me beautiful. You make me stand in awe. You step inside my heart, and I am amazed. I love to hear You say who I am is quite enough. You make me worthy of love and beautiful.
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