I'm losing myself trying to compete with everyone else instead of just being me. Don't know where to turn. I've been stuck in this routine. I need to change my ways instead of always being weak. I don't wanna be afraid. I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today and know that I'm okay 'cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways. So you see, I just wanna believe in me. The mirror can lie - it doesn't show you what's inside. It can tell you you're full of life. It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile. I'm quickly finding out I'm not about to break down, not today. I guess I always knew that I had all the strength to make it through. I'm not gonna be afraid. I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today and know that I'm okay 'cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways. You see, now I believe in me,
I was so unique, now I feel skin deep. I count on the make-up to cover it all. Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention. I thought I could be strong but it's killing me. Does someone hear my cry? I'm dying for new life. I want to be beautiful, make you stand in awe, look inside my heart, and be amazed. I want to hear you say who I am is quite enough. Just want to be worthy of love and beautiful. Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me. Fighting to make the mirror happy. Trying to find whatever is missing. Won't you help me back to glory? You make me beautiful. You make me stand in awe. You step inside my heart, and I am amazed. I love to hear You say who I am is quite enough. You make me worthy of love and beautiful.
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I love you Caitlin! You are beautiful.
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