"...and today was one of those days"

Some days I feel...

tired,

ugly,

fat,

unappealing,

worthless,

unapproachable,

lame,

dorky,

stupid,

opinionated,

bitchy,

insecure,

cranky,

weak,

immature,

unlovable,

and invisible.

Some days I feel like...

I'll never be good enough,

I'm pushing everyone away,

I'll be better off alone,

I'm never going to be happy,

I'll never belong here,

I'll never fit in with them,

I'm never going to achieve my goals,

I'll never find my calling,

I'll never fully know exactly what I want to do with my life,

I'm never going to be "perfect",

I'm a bother,

I'm not at the point in my life as I should be,

I'll never meet my full potential,

I'll never find someone to grow old with,

I'll never grow up.

I will spend every night crying myself to sleep.

And today was one of those days.

*sigh*